I feel so LIFELESS.

Hmm, no matter what I do, I think of you. Sigh.

Can't you just get off from my mind?

Suffering keep missing you & I don't even get to see/talk to you.

Wonder how're you now? What you're doing?

Get a new relationship? No feelings, I don't feel like to.

I'm not desperate for guys, I don't need a new relationship.

Its just I have no idea how to forget bout you.

What's the point keep missing you? I just don't understand.

No matter what I do, or I see, or whenever I'm sad or happy, the first thing..

I think of you! When will you talk to me? or at least care bout me?

Hmmmm. Day after day, I miss you even more, Alvin.

I see that all the guys are like playful s well?

I don't know.

Somehow, I just can't find another person who are so similar like you.

But, I guess they're right? If I find another one just like you,

then I'm like using that person to replace you & its not fair for the person.

Sometimes I wish, how great you would just stay.

Knowing its actually impossible. I'm stucked, locked, can't find my way out.