Since wed, 30th Dec 09, you already went disappear.
& now school reopened, you must be busy with your college & so on?
Well, now is not like before, gotta study everyday.
Somehow, I will never get to take you out from my mind even for one day.
I shouldn't think so much, but you just pop out in my mind.
I'm sure you won't know I'm missing you here.
I miss you, I wanna see you.
Last few days, Jo asked after so long how come I still have strong feelings on you?
It's kinda hard for me to answer her question.
I did asked myself too, why? I don't understand.
Sometimes, I know we're impossible. But I willingly wait.
Cause everyday I keep hoping someday it will come true.
I finally managed to wait for it, but it lasted for 3 days only. That's hurtful.
But I guess at least you wanted to come back to me.
I feel so sorry, so guilty, so regret.
Even now in school, I don't talk bout you to them, not even texts.
I'm telling myself, maybe by not talking bout you
would help myself not to miss you so much but I find it even harder.
Everyday, they were talking bout their stuff so sweetly,
I wonder how great if I get to share it with them bout our sweet moment.
Cause I know you always give me the best.
Hm, alright. Not emo time.
You dislike emo, I don't want to be that way too, who loves to?
Maybe because you're not by my side &
I'm too afraid to lose you even you're not mine. Sigh.
Can someone tell me what should I do?
I don't know why, after so long, feelings just don't fade.
Even sometimes I talked back bout you, I don't really mean it.
I don't know how to show the real strong feelings.
All I can do is to wait, I dare not find you, hoping someday you'll find me.
I really miss you so badly here. =[
Guess I'm already not in your mind.
& now school reopened, you must be busy with your college & so on?
Well, now is not like before, gotta study everyday.
Somehow, I will never get to take you out from my mind even for one day.
I shouldn't think so much, but you just pop out in my mind.
I'm sure you won't know I'm missing you here.
I miss you, I wanna see you.
Last few days, Jo asked after so long how come I still have strong feelings on you?
It's kinda hard for me to answer her question.
I did asked myself too, why? I don't understand.
Sometimes, I know we're impossible. But I willingly wait.
Cause everyday I keep hoping someday it will come true.
I finally managed to wait for it, but it lasted for 3 days only. That's hurtful.
But I guess at least you wanted to come back to me.
I feel so sorry, so guilty, so regret.
Even now in school, I don't talk bout you to them, not even texts.
I'm telling myself, maybe by not talking bout you
would help myself not to miss you so much but I find it even harder.
Everyday, they were talking bout their stuff so sweetly,
I wonder how great if I get to share it with them bout our sweet moment.
Cause I know you always give me the best.
Hm, alright. Not emo time.
You dislike emo, I don't want to be that way too, who loves to?
Maybe because you're not by my side &
I'm too afraid to lose you even you're not mine. Sigh.
Can someone tell me what should I do?
I don't know why, after so long, feelings just don't fade.
Even sometimes I talked back bout you, I don't really mean it.
I don't know how to show the real strong feelings.
All I can do is to wait, I dare not find you, hoping someday you'll find me.
I really miss you so badly here. =[
Guess I'm already not in your mind.
22nd Dec 09, Monday night,
You said you love me that's why you could be v me,
but what about now? If you really love me,
why you let me off in such a short time?
I love you lots, why can't you see it?
Alright, I know its my fault for talking back bout you,
saying stuff bout what I shouldn't have said, but what I
really hope is just to be happy with you tho nobody knows.
But not to be v you then we argue. I know I always did mistakes,
I'm sorry. I can see that you're not gonna come to me anymore.
You said you love me that's why you could be v me,
but what about now? If you really love me,
why you let me off in such a short time?
I love you lots, why can't you see it?
Alright, I know its my fault for talking back bout you,
saying stuff bout what I shouldn't have said, but what I
really hope is just to be happy with you tho nobody knows.
But not to be v you then we argue. I know I always did mistakes,
I'm sorry. I can see that you're not gonna come to me anymore.
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