Wish I could tell you how I feel.
I pretend that I'm happy without you.
Tho I might be smiling outside sometimes but I'm dying inside. Who knows?
The pain inside is real but nobody knows & I'm crying inside.
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say?
I bet you would respond back by telling me again that we're impossible right?
I knew it, that's why I keep to myself all this while.
Now my world is not the same like before anymore without you by my side.
The nights are so lonely & I keep thinking bout love we had.
& I'm missing you but nobody will know esp you.
I'm screaming & crying at night I thought you would sense it, my heart is calling for u.
This is stupid I know I know. But this is true.
I asked myself why can't I just move on since you've told me so many times.
& there I don't seem manage to get you dy also.
Why I'm still holding on? Even if I get you probably I won't get your heart too now.
You lost feelings.