After so much I've been thru during this 9 months,

Those guys who are around that I can see,

No matter how I try to look in them, I only see they have intention,

Somehow I just feel so. Seriously, I have no idea.

I just don't understand what for so crazy after you?

& you're like after others & moved on like hell long ago?

But yet I'm still staying at the past? What the F is wrong v me?

I just can't stop loving you, missing you & crying after you.

Esp the past few day, reminds me lots bout you due to CNY & Vday.

I don't think I'm over you. I can't. The feelings towards you are still so strong.

I seem like I'm having fun v friends, but I think of you every night

Even in my dreams, you're there. =(

I have no idea why I'm so crazy after you.
People are like saying me that I'm insane. Lol.
They just didn't know how much I miss how much I love you
& how much I need you back.
Perhaps, you didn't know too right?