I admit I'm being real emo recently.

Everyday I just couldn't stop missing, esp today.

What is so wrong?

As tears rolled down while I was writing lots & lots ;(

(29.1.10) ; Alvin Bok, I miss you, come back?

What they're talking bout, reminds me lots bout what we had before.

Surprises you gave me during Vday, bday & anniversary.

& several times whenever I said yes, I miss you, I wish you're here,

Then you asked me to open the door & I can see you.

I opened the door, & you're really standing outside there. Thats so sweet of you.

& during anniversary, I got home & you're hiding behind my room's door.

Like I said before, now everything changed.

I do miss the moments we had before esp YOU, Alvin Bok.

But who knows bout this? Who understands how I feel?

Well, I don't know why I just couldn't let you go/forget bout you.

It's like today, I've been waited for 8 months 7 days already.

Knowing you gonna think I'm being silly.

You just didn't know I do love you lots, hoping someday you could come back again.

My mistakes, my bad, I'll try my best. Really I will. :l

I just wanna prove to you that.. I'm the only girl who loves you lots until today.

After so long.

I love you yet I'm sorry.
This is the 3rd time you left dy. ;(