All my day I spent with wondering,

Why am I still here?

Why don't I move on?

And then I realised,

I'm the one who don't want to move on,

Because if I move on where do I go?

I was in love with you and still the feelings never go

And it won't go no matter how hurt it is!

Friends are telling me "Life must go on".

Well, everybody said that,

But I don't wanna go on,

I can't go on.

I've been in the pain lately,

And crying all day & night,

Because of something that is so stupid and simple?

I'm not being myself almost 9 months,

I forgot how happy to be me when I'm v you, how to be loved & missed,

I'm just not the one I was to be.

Its simple and fast to be in love,

And its so hard and take so long to forget love. WHY?

When will you come back, Alvin Bok?

Perhaps you totally forgot bout me, esp feelings towards me? :(