Last Friday is finally over, I'm actually feeling real disappointed.
I find myself useless,
Cause this took me lots of time to plan & settle down, just did not expect this to happen.
How could I be like such a dumb head can't even light up all the candles?
This is the first & also the last time already, so I just want this to be great & you to be happy.
Sigh, No matter what, I already did my part now.
As long you're happy I'll be happy.
Recently, I find myself keep thinking bout you,
even before I sleep & early in the morning when I'm awake,
the worst part is even in my dreams I always see you,
A lot of the past memories are still in my mind, I can't get you out of my mind
Esp those memories we had, whenever I close my eyes I seems to see a rerun of it.
Most of the time, no matter what I do, you're always thought in a special way.
I always wonder what are you doing there, have you taken your lunch/dinner,
or are you having fun around with your friends.
You actually left few months here,
You won't have much time out there for me too,
I just hope to spend every precious time with you before you leave.
But I don't get to see you often, you won't hold me like before,
you won't be there for me whenever I need you like before,
I know its all the past, tho I know I can't have my wish granted,
At least I'm lucky enough to be part of your life before.
Time really flies, & we have already been separated for months & soon you gonna leave
How could I still keep your words in my mind?
Like, I can come back once, why not twice? / We're just separating not breaking up.
People do change, people do change their mind often.
I'm the one who keeps sticking to the past.
What if you knew bout this is in my mind, probably what you gonna think?
I find myself useless,
Cause this took me lots of time to plan & settle down, just did not expect this to happen.
How could I be like such a dumb head can't even light up all the candles?
This is the first & also the last time already, so I just want this to be great & you to be happy.
Sigh, No matter what, I already did my part now.
As long you're happy I'll be happy.
Recently, I find myself keep thinking bout you,
even before I sleep & early in the morning when I'm awake,
the worst part is even in my dreams I always see you,
A lot of the past memories are still in my mind, I can't get you out of my mind
Esp those memories we had, whenever I close my eyes I seems to see a rerun of it.
Most of the time, no matter what I do, you're always thought in a special way.
I always wonder what are you doing there, have you taken your lunch/dinner,
or are you having fun around with your friends.
You actually left few months here,
You won't have much time out there for me too,
I just hope to spend every precious time with you before you leave.
But I don't get to see you often, you won't hold me like before,
you won't be there for me whenever I need you like before,
I know its all the past, tho I know I can't have my wish granted,
At least I'm lucky enough to be part of your life before.
Time really flies, & we have already been separated for months & soon you gonna leave
How could I still keep your words in my mind?
Like, I can come back once, why not twice? / We're just separating not breaking up.
People do change, people do change their mind often.
I'm the one who keeps sticking to the past.
What if you knew bout this is in my mind, probably what you gonna think?
But I guess I knew the answer?
Frankly, its just that I put too much love in it, that's what makes me feel so difficult now.
Well, like my mum always say. "Must always give & take"
I understand what she is trying to tell me, but one thing I truly agree with her probably.
"When you love someone, not necessary you must have him,
but to wish him to be happy always"
If this is what you feel comfortable with, I won't force.
However, I will always be there for you whenever you need me,
Tho we can't be together, but you will always always be in my heart.
Frankly, its just that I put too much love in it, that's what makes me feel so difficult now.
Well, like my mum always say. "Must always give & take"
I understand what she is trying to tell me, but one thing I truly agree with her probably.
"When you love someone, not necessary you must have him,
but to wish him to be happy always"
If this is what you feel comfortable with, I won't force.
However, I will always be there for you whenever you need me,
Tho we can't be together, but you will always always be in my heart.
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